an open love letter
I want to be in love with you But my mind is unforgiving I still have love for you And often think back to the beginning I miss the way we’d dance in the kitchen and the way your eyes met mine Now all I can do is revisit that image over and over again in my mind The days keep passing by and it scares me to forget But I think it scares me more when I remember and my mind fills with regret I’m still the person I once was, the person you fell in love with was me Although I often have to remind myself this was real and I’m not just going crazy People say how well I’m doing and in many ways I’ve got my spark back It hurts to know you won’t experience that side of me anymore, but perhaps those memories you lack I might be OK but I’m not fine at all I just wonder if I cross your mind or if you ever think to call I know you loved me once and I believe you could again But I know you’d never reach out even if you thought about it and that it really is the end I know there’s things abo...